To say goodbye

... to an illusion it's such a difficult journey.

Fighting the what ifs that come to my mind.

But it's ok

once you realize it's just a little lie

and a fairytale. 

The hug you never gave,

the kiss you never manage to make real,

the words,

the whispers,

the love waiting to explode all over the place.

It's hard to say goodbye,

to you especially.

But it's something I just have and need to do.