Sometimes I'm tired

Oh well, oh well. 

This is how it goes. 

There are seconds that make me hesitate,

I consider myself choosing the other way, the other path, the other choice. 

Then I crash and burn and get to know for sure that I cannot go back or stay like this any longer. 

I need more. 

I've learnt a lot but I want to love what I do. 

I don't want to wake up in the morning wishing days went by as quickly as they could because I won't be enjoying myself and everyone around me. 

I hate to feel the heavy weight on my shoulders.

I have to fight to make trough and make it work.