When I was young

I was somehow smarter.
I did not have any restrains.
I was connected to the universe and knew for sure what I wanted.
Somehow, I got lost.
Work, love, money, sex,
you name it, I let it in and make a mess.

I want to be connected again,
to be smarter,
to know for sure what I want.
I'm about to do it.
I'm on it.
It's my goal.